Let it all go
The wants the attachments
Let it all go and when it’s gone, breathe into that empty space.. just be..
The space of nothingness is a vortex, it is a ‘holding place,’ it is a retention of sorts which devours time. There is nothing it requires.
Because in the past I have been out of control and have humiliated myself exploring extremes as a teenager and young woman, I appear to have subconsciously parked myself safely in the middle so that I do not make the same mistakes. So that I forcibly appear composed.
But my soul is contained in this tiny space and all expressions are retained for safety’s sake. The middle is where I don’t swing out of control, it’s where I’m guaranteed to feel accepted and appease the demon within which threatens the possibility of rejection.
I did not know you could experience the absolute extremes of life and still be in control- or rather, fully conscious. Knowing this is a game changer.
To think that as humans we could experience absolute agony AND ecstasy,
That we could feel fear AND elation- all this in one life without losing control and causing humiliation or shame. This realisation is such a gift.
Perhaps this is why I breathe shallow, because a full breath in means to, “let it all in” and a full breath out means to “let it all go.” Again two polarities, two extremes reminding us that living in a “middle-world” in a world full of extremes is a slow death for the soul
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